Okay dear let me tell you something.
You have to stick to this thing called hope, it's said to be a good way, but its unspecified destination is lost between failure and arrival, however it will keep you from giving up, when all you want is to leave.
Now, focus with me please.
There’s a small balance between accepting fact and preparing for its probabilities while still retaining hope. Preparing for the worst but still hoping for the best.
You are right about everything, you now realize that its not because of you, it's because your way of thinking, there is a weapon that you can use which is hope, be ready and stand for your own thoughts, your own logic.
